Getting Milked...aka breastfeeding!!

So last night we were in bed watching a movie and eating popcorn, I was breastfeeding Kaden before putting him to bed and this is the conversation that followed...

Paul: what's it feel like to be milked?

Me: Milked??

Paul: Yeah you know when Kaden eats?

Me: Umm...(laughing)

Paul: Does it feel good?

Me: Umm...I wouldn't say that exactly(still laughing)

Paul: I mean when you're that full can you feel relief when he eats?

Me: So there was a plate of food the kids left on the couch, Angel ate all the chicken.  When I asked Manny(a friend's son) about the empty plate he pointed to Angel.  I looked at her and she was smacking and licking her lips together.( I tried to change to topic to something that happened earlier, didn't work)

Paul: Thats pretty funny(looks at Kaden again) but does it feel good?

Me: My boobs don't hurt anymore but it's not like I feel like I'm being milked and its not a feeling that just washes over me with relief.

Paul: Ok, that's all I wanted to know?

Me: You know what does feel weird though...when Kaden falls half asleep while eating.  He kind of gets a half smile on his face and flicks his tongue on my nipple.  Cracks me up every time he does it.

Paul: Thats my boy!!

That was definitely an interesting conversation to end our day!!  I'm now forever going to think about myself being "milked" while I feed my son!!

Holy F@#k...man(mom) down!!

So I just stubbed my toe and saw my life flash before my eyes.  Not really but holy hell why does it have to hurt so bad.  I've had huge bruises and not even remember getting them, but one little stubbed toe and I'm finished.  Thank god I wasn't  holding my son, good chance he would have had a close up  view of my stubbed toe when I dropped him from shock.  I wouldn't have actually dropped him but guarantee he would have learned a few new words even if he is only 2months old.  

And while on the subject, why do paper cuts and hitting your elbow hurt so bad too??  Such tiny little accidents and life itself is over(for about a minute)!!  I mean you get a paper cut and you start flapping your hand around(or at least I do) like you just cut off your whole hand.  Then when someone asks if your ok and you show them the huge gash that you are sure is dripping blood and they don't see a thing you're like "there, it's right there" pointing at it like your life depends on it.  And whose joke was it to call it the funny bone cause it sure as hell isn't funny.  I've cried when hitting that thing before, of course I was laughing too, but it so wasn't funny.  

Just had to get that off my chest, thanks for listening to my rant!!

Time to cuddle

I love days like this...especially when Paul is out of town.  Yes Kaden is only 7 1/2 weeks old but he's pretty independent already(like his mama) except at night.  He's loves to cuddle at night but during the day a whole other story.  

Kaden loves his play mat(my favorite thing I have for him), bouncer, and swing.  During the day he spends a great deal of time looking in the mirror on his mat making faces at himself and talking.  He does like when I sing to him(no matter if its patty cake or a song on pandora)!!  

However today is different.  He's all cuddled up against my chest just talking and looking at me.  We blow bubbles together, makes faces at each other and talk pretty much about everything.  Well I talk he just kinda stares at me.  

I know these moments won't last forever so I plan on cherishing the ones I have.  He's my baby boy and always will be no matter how old he gets I will always remember these days.  

Home Alone...Take 1

I've always been an independent person, cherishing my time alone when needed. However someone once told me that would change when I met the right person.  I've had roommates and I've lived with boyfriends but still needed my time to myself...until now!!

I moved in with my boyfriend last August and since then we have not been apart...until last night.  Sure we're apart during the day for long stretches at a time. He's even fallen asleep with one of the kids from time to time but I know he's in the house so I don't feel alone!  He flew to Wisconsin yesterday for 2 days to visit a friend and our home has never felt so quiet. 

I'm using this time as a practice home alone run for when he has to leave town for a week in June and Sept for work.Not really looking forward to those weeks but I know I can handle it. Thanks to technology we can call, text and even facetime now.  So even though I can't see him until tomorrow I get to see him.  I'm still independent but I've learned that you can be independent and still be with someone you love.  You as a couple learn to do things together but with your own twist on it that's just a little different from your partner.  Got to keep things interesting and your partner always on their toes excited about what's to come!! 

Addiction to Pinterest

Hi my name is Ingrid and I'm a Pinterholic.  I love pinterest, just can't help myself! I love all the ideas I get from it although I know myself pretty well and even though I think ill try every craft project or recipe I know I really won't.  It's the thought that counts right?? 

I do however try some of the things I pin and today was a good one!  If you love orange jello, vanilla pudding, cool whip, pineapple, and mandarin oranges then you need to try this...

Orange Fluff Jello Salad:
1 large package of Vanilla pudding
1 large package orange jello
2 cups water
1 16oz Cool whip
1/2 bag mini marshmellows
1 can pineapple tidbits
1 can mandarin oranges

Directions:
Mix together pudding, jello, and water over medium heat until it boils.  Remove from heat and pour into a large mixing bowl.  Refrigerate until mixture has thicked (about an hour). Beat until creamy.  Fold in cool whip, marshmellows and fruit.  Chill about an hour before serving. 

I could sit and eat the whole thing it's so yummy!! Enjoy!

My (not) Average Morning

My average day starts whenever my son Kaden decides to wake up which is anywhere from 5a-7a!!  Since he's usually in our bed after his 2-3am feeding(and yes I know it's starting a bad habit) I usually try to get him to sleep a little longer and when that doesn't work I roll my eyes at him thinking its way too early to be up.  Funny thing is before him I got up at 3am to be at work at 4am.  After laying there for another few minutes we get out of bed and make our way to the other room where he goes to his playmate while I go to the kitchen to make my chai latte, best drink ever and which I can now make from the comfort of my house thanks to Costco.

Today was a little different, Kaden was upset and nothing was calming him down.  I tried rocking, patting his back, more boobie juice but no go on it all.  Finally took him to the livingroom and turned on the tv and silence.  He's happy, should have known since he's my child.  I'm still not happy about being up so early but he's happy and that's what really matters.  But what really makes it worth while is after about 30 minutes he laid his head on my arm and cuddled in for some more sleep!  Mornings like this will never get old! 

Cherish the one on one cuddle time cause from what I've been told it won't last forever.

Time for oneself-nonexistent with 6week old

I never been one to spend a long time getting ready to go out but I still liked my hair looking good and my face not completely zombie looking.  That being said my hair has been in an almost permanent messy bun like state for about 6weeks now.  Not much I can do about the zombie face until my son sleeps through the night so I'll take one win at a time for now.

My birthday was earlier this months and thanks to my stepmom and dad I received a new hair straightener that I was so in desperate need of.  I used to own a chi and loved it, that is until I got a BaByliss Pro.  WOW is all I can say!  I have really thick hair and was able to straighten it in under  10 minutes.  Anyone with a baby/kids can understand the importance of that.  Just cause you have kids and its harder to find some time for yourself doesn't mean you have to always sacrifice your looks.

Not only do I want to look good for myself but also for my boyfriend.  Just cause we're together and we have a child together does not mean I get to let myself go.  I might not always be dressed the best and I still might have my hair in a messy bun from time to time but damn if I'm not going to try and keep the fire alive while having a baby on my hip!

The Beginning...

This being my first post I'll tell you a little about myself.  My name is Ingrid and I live with my boyfriend Paul.  He has 2 kids, a 4yr old named Rylan and a 3yr old named Lilly.  In February we had a son together.  His name is Kaden, and like every mother I think he's the cutest thing ever.  I grew up in the Kansas City area and went to KU.  Although I didn't finish college, I learned a lot of things and met many great friends.  

Friends and family are very important to me.  My family is very extended and thanks to Facebook I'm able to keep in touch with most of them.  Paul's family is in Minnesota so we try to visit them as often as possible.  I'm sure I'll write many stories about our adventures in the north.  

I love crafting, organizing and taking care of my family.  It's my job and I love it.  I like trying new things and sharing the results with friends and family so I figured why not share it with everyone else too.  I hope everyone enjoys my posts, please feel free to leave comments about things I post and I'll try to answer.